shitty friday :(

[youjudge]

wow. Tonight was a horrible horrible night. Nothing happened how it was suppose to, no bon fire. shitty. and then to top it off i got all pissed off at Ryan for a ridiculous reason now that im really thinking about it and cried all night and then when i finally saw him we got into a fight and something was said that broke my heart.. so i cried even more. But then we finally talked things all out, or actually all he had to do was hug me and then of coarse i couldnt be mad at him anymore.. im so weak. but now were both sorry and everything is better than new. For a while there i thought we were over. That was the worst feeling, i dont know what i would do without him, i would be so lost. its ridiculous how much i love that boy, well not ridiculous.. but scary. Well i think that were going to the beach tomorrow and hes suppose to come over early and lay with me.. but hes prob. going to be out late therefore hell prob. sleep late and not. who knows. Well i guess im about to end this shitty day and go to sleep. Hope yalls night was way better than mine.

<3 liv