If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?

Oct 15, 2007 20:12

Yesterday night I ended up checking up on Ritsuka-kun - because I've been avoiding him for most of the week before, even if we share a room _

I brought Na-chan with me and found out that Ritsuka was an enabler and doesn't like un-consentual french kisses -so to help him we launched operation "Save-Ritsuka-From-the-Rapist" _ It didn't work about because Natsuo fell asleep and I got distracted~ BUT FEAR NOT, It will resume in the near future!

So at the end I ended up sleeping with Ritsuka - which is definitely better then sleeping my myself even if I run the risk of getting sick this way...

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Why Do I Keep Doing This?
Honestly!!!
First I just had to go and confess to Na-chan and now I go around  basically declaring my jealousy all over the place. I hinted at it to Kio - so he knows and then yesterday I POURED out my problems to the kid brother/roommate/Soubi's sacrifice/Rituka-kun - I don't even know what to refer to him as anymore, are we friends now that I had to go and be a slob or what??? - and I haven't even known him for that long!
This is sooo frustrating.
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Okay - since I live with him. I will go as far as to consider him a friend. Sorta. And hopefully he considers me the same and won't go mentioning my little...episode.
HOW AM I GONNA LIVE THIS DOWN???? I cried for fucks sake!
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Okay - I'm gonna go and work some frustration out by harassing punks that decide I would be an easy target to mug. There are always a couple idiots like that around~

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