ehhh
so my life has been pretty much hell..
and i cant pour out here
cuz he wont read it
i dont know what to do
cuz everyone says he'll realize he lost something great
but what if i wont be there
or what if he doesnt realize it..
i'm so lost..so i finally wrote something today..
and i guess i'll finish with it.
what happened
i wish you could tell me you loved me
just one last time
without telling me a lie
what happened to
us going down hill
as only start
and you climbing it again
to stay in my heart
so I wouldnt fall apart
seems like there wont be an end
since there was nothing to begin with
I miss those days
those crazy nights
where wed stay up late
just to end it in a fight
what happened to youll be there for me
and Ill be there for you
i guess it ended up being a dream
because now everything is blurry
and all I happen to do is worry..
what happened to spending years with me
and never missing my presence
now it just seems as if you strongly dislike my essence
now Im thinking
maybe we started to early
so immature and young
wasting all our fun
and never getting to the full stretch of loves million mile run
never knowing what life had planned for us
in time ahead
but know one thing now
ill always be there
whether or not youll care
i hope you know still
in your times of sorrow
you can count on me..to be there today
and tomorrow
to bad I cant tell me friends
since this is what seems like an end
how much wed been through
and yet to have gone through
and now its time for me to go home
and sit alone
and think of the time we spent
a few long months
giving me a good run
to get my heart beating at a fast pace
and overcoming most obstacles we faced
but never getting to finish this race
its over for now
but I cant say forever
because i never say never
and maybe sometime later
we'll be back together
--nikole p.
and i cant pour out here
cuz he wont read it
i dont know what to do
cuz everyone says he'll realize he lost something great
but what if i wont be there
or what if he doesnt realize it..
i'm so lost..so i finally wrote something today..
and i guess i'll finish with it.
what happened
i wish you could tell me you loved me
just one last time
without telling me a lie
what happened to
us going down hill
as only start
and you climbing it again
to stay in my heart
so I wouldnt fall apart
seems like there wont be an end
since there was nothing to begin with
I miss those days
those crazy nights
where wed stay up late
just to end it in a fight
what happened to youll be there for me
and Ill be there for you
i guess it ended up being a dream
because now everything is blurry
and all I happen to do is worry..
what happened to spending years with me
and never missing my presence
now it just seems as if you strongly dislike my essence
now Im thinking
maybe we started to early
so immature and young
wasting all our fun
and never getting to the full stretch of loves million mile run
never knowing what life had planned for us
in time ahead
but know one thing now
ill always be there
whether or not youll care
i hope you know still
in your times of sorrow
you can count on me..to be there today
and tomorrow
to bad I cant tell me friends
since this is what seems like an end
how much wed been through
and yet to have gone through
and now its time for me to go home
and sit alone
and think of the time we spent
a few long months
giving me a good run
to get my heart beating at a fast pace
and overcoming most obstacles we faced
but never getting to finish this race
its over for now
but I cant say forever
because i never say never
and maybe sometime later
we'll be back together
--nikole p.