Here's To You & Your Lover Girl.
i've really been in the mood to bury the hatchet today
but some bitches don't like to cooperate
had a semi-dramatic depressing breakdown early yesterday evening
however, i did surprisingly well that night
i have a lot to do so this entry is to gather my thoughts
missed the SAT-gotta tell the dad some time
in addition to talking to the counselor
german project, math reviews + new chapter homework
i need to get my cds from sasha, but she won't talk to me
i have to get them. a little courtesy, please.
there needs to be enough hours in the day
for me to both procrastinate & get work done
courtney said she needed to find me a boyfriend
the aquarius people don't have boyfriends. it's true.
i don't even want one either, until i see her & joey together
fsbfs
fuck some boyfriend shit
the ones i'd be interested in..
- are in love with girls who will never love them
- don't dig girls like ashley
- or just want to hit that
i shouldn't be so forgiving.
i just don't like enemies.
here she goes letting her guard down.
whatev though
i don't care too much
hurt happens
shit happens
it's all inevitable
the weekend was extremely chill
amy spent the weekend with me
i mean it was ok
but not really fun or anything
more so emotionally stressful
but i guess i need a chill weekend
next weekend will be extremely intense.
i'm ready though.
i'm pretty tired of people who stress me out being in my life though
i need a change of pace for a bit
love to meet new people & figure them out
except capricorns
no one can figure them out.
even if they try to let you.
f some capricorns.
whatev
people like to talk shit about me
i don't care too much because it's not true
or they just don't understand why things happen/are done
i'm pretty glad i don't care though
however, it'd be nice if i were treated..nice
i'm pretty sure i don't want to get married/have kids or any of that
people change, you're always treated worse than the next girlfriend
at least i am.
assholes are the only ones who "act" like they like me in return
& in turn..i get screwed over
& i'm always seeing people screw others over
we all see it happening.
everyone has to learn through those trials
what an annoying entry that is just stating the obvious
that's why it's in a lj cut
so if you clicked.
it's your own fault.
i could say more
but i'm terrible at being subtle
i think that's my downfall
i wouldn't say honest to a fault..
..just a little too 'this is how i feel/what i think
now you tell me what you think."
i don't feel like changing though
because i'm not terribly discontent at the moment
eh nevermind