now you know how rough it is to let me go

[youhavemefoever]

if there's regret that you feel about the choice you made,
you'll just have to deal before it goes away.
you ask me how i feel & here's what i'll say,
i'm doing fine - just fine. i'm doing fine.

i decided to go to sleep late last night
because i was unable to get to sleep all week
right after i got into bed
after thinking about too much
i heard my mother yelling
although she claims she was just talking to scott
either way, she was talking about how she just found out stephen was in a wreck/in jail

that sucked starting to think about as i was lying in my bed
but thankfully i was so tired, i didn't have to try to not think about it too much

now i have today. gah