I'm Comin Outta My Cage...
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his?chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I never...
I never...
I never...
Well that song pretty much sums up exactly how I feel right now. My mind is going into overdrive, I tried to drink it away, that only makes it worse.
But you know what? What's done is done and there's nothing I can do about it, there's no need to drag her down and tell her that I'm going insane, that I can't help but think about her, that she's ALL I think about...no...that would be unfair and very immature of me...
Plus what's it gonna change? Nothing most likely. I'd rather just ride it out, be friends, if something changes great, if it doesn't, oh well...
But I can't deny that worst case thoughts are constantly running through my head...and I miss her so much even though I saw her Saturday night.
But, I can't dwell on it.
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his?chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I never...
I never...
I never...
Well that song pretty much sums up exactly how I feel right now. My mind is going into overdrive, I tried to drink it away, that only makes it worse.
But you know what? What's done is done and there's nothing I can do about it, there's no need to drag her down and tell her that I'm going insane, that I can't help but think about her, that she's ALL I think about...no...that would be unfair and very immature of me...
Plus what's it gonna change? Nothing most likely. I'd rather just ride it out, be friends, if something changes great, if it doesn't, oh well...
But I can't deny that worst case thoughts are constantly running through my head...and I miss her so much even though I saw her Saturday night.
But, I can't dwell on it.