its been a while o babay its been a while
wow, its been a long time since i updated this fucking live journal. i dont even know where to start. its been a crazy summer so far. alot of ups and downs, parties, fights, guys....shits been crazy. saras in sweeden which sucks alot but shes coming back on saturday august 20th....MY BIRTHDAY!!!! im gonna be 15....i guess thats weird but i kinda feel older than that. ive gotta say that there are alot of things that ive done that i would really take back if i could. i fucked up alot this year and im jsut starting to realize it. i dont know if i would say that i would take it back cuase i learned alot, i jusr...well i dunno. i mean ive fucked over alot of ppl that im now realizing are people that really cared about me (matt d. for example), i really fucked up in school, i cut all my classes (gerlad you were right about that), i started smoking ALOT....lots more. im just grateful that my friends have my back no matter what and i really dont know what id do with out them. you guys have really put up with my shit and i love you all for that. christina, sara, dee, brianna, larisa, ellie, gerald, david, brittany, katheryn, hayleigh, donovin, anais, flirt, allen, derek, sara m, marlowe....you guys have saved me and made me who i am. and to the ppl that ive hurt, i wish i could take it back and i am so sorry. im turning 15...its time to grow up and shape up and if you guys are willing to help me im up for it.
so anyways, this summer has been alot of partying, i must say. right now im going to sailing camp with larisa ellie and my friend fionna. its alot of fun and the hottest guy in the world is a councelor there so thats cool. me and sara went to this music camp but we ended up leaving early cuase they were all crazy hippies and hated us and apparently we made it cliquey. haha. w.e. me and sara are going to a greenday concert (hahahaha bizzle, i knoe your jelouse.....lol, love ya). i saw skeletin key with brianna the other day it was soooooo good. me and dee have been hanging out lately which is awesome!!! i saw sean when he came down to visit. it was so good to see him but it was hard to be with him without erik there....august 2nd was hard....he looks so different, but hes still the same sean. i went to the mall with him, anais, hayleigh, dee, david, angela, brianna, becca, angela, lindsay (bitch bitch bitch). all at different times of course due to the "beef" with....people. i really dont know what else to say, theres jsut been so much thats happened i dont even know how to start. i dunno ill tryn update more now.
~luv~
so anyways, this summer has been alot of partying, i must say. right now im going to sailing camp with larisa ellie and my friend fionna. its alot of fun and the hottest guy in the world is a councelor there so thats cool. me and sara went to this music camp but we ended up leaving early cuase they were all crazy hippies and hated us and apparently we made it cliquey. haha. w.e. me and sara are going to a greenday concert (hahahaha bizzle, i knoe your jelouse.....lol, love ya). i saw skeletin key with brianna the other day it was soooooo good. me and dee have been hanging out lately which is awesome!!! i saw sean when he came down to visit. it was so good to see him but it was hard to be with him without erik there....august 2nd was hard....he looks so different, but hes still the same sean. i went to the mall with him, anais, hayleigh, dee, david, angela, brianna, becca, angela, lindsay (bitch bitch bitch). all at different times of course due to the "beef" with....people. i really dont know what else to say, theres jsut been so much thats happened i dont even know how to start. i dunno ill tryn update more now.
~luv~