Sep 30, 2005 01:17
anway, im getting really pissed and irritable lately and i dont know why. i think its because im fed up with everything in my life rightnow, im a semi-jobless mostly homelesss fucking crust 77 punk loser and im starting to hate it. last night i busted out an incredible hulk. i was soooo fucking pissed i didnt know why, skummy said it looked like i was on PCP. i was hurling cinderblocks with one hand, and i mean fucking chucking them. i was ready and able to kill anyone who said the wrong thing to me. yeah so last night scared the shit outta me and skummy.
im sick of being poor, sick of being a bum, sick of being single, sick of being hated by everyone, and this isnt a plea for help or a crying emo bullshit ramble, i just fucking hate it here and i need to leave, not fucking joking.
and so i'll get some comments; part one million forty seven (ha ha micaela) I HAD A BAD DAY AT SCHOOL THE BOY I LIKE HATES ME BLAH BLAH BLaH