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[youfrustrateme]

Last night I had no reason whatsoever to be upset. Everything's going fairly okay these days. But I was sharp to everyone who spoke to me yesterday evening, and every little thing seemed to get to me. I don't know if that's me being a female, but I absolutely hate that. Because I can logically see that I have no reason to feel the way I do (or did)... yet there it was anyway. I couldn't decide what to do (what else is new) so I got into my car and broke down into tears and then all these existential questions began attacking me and I started screaming and I couldn't stop. I shouldn't drive in that condition ever again.

He said it's okay to be scared. Just don't let fear own you.

Also, it's now or never.