what a joke
so i haven't updated in a while. reading my last post made me laugh, what a fool i can be. i can't date people, everytime i try they always end up telling my i'm crazy. i suppose i do have a lot of problems i need to work out before i try dating. there is someone new in my life though...but i don't want a fall back plan. i'm just going to take what the summer gives me and see where it goes. i just feel like no one is ever going to want to put up with my shit and that's completely understandable. none of this is new i don't know why i even bother writing in here sometimes. i feel like i have a lot to say and i get to this page and i'm kind of blank. molly neary and i got tamagatchis. that's about the only thing i can think of hahaha. there is a lot going on in my life but i guess at some point i have to learn to keep love interests quiet, so that's the plan. i just deserve a good summer i think. well, i'm going to bed now because i have a date tomorrow, hahaha, i'll write in here friday and tell how it went.