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This year is almost over. and reflecting back...
there was so much good stuff. tainted by bad memories here and there.
and i just wish i could take a few things back, and leave a few things unsaid.
i met so many amazing people this year.
Almost all my closest naples friends i met over the course of the year.
and i couldnt be happier with them.
Starting in the beginnning of the year: swim team and football games.
The feeling of a serious boyfriend, sleeping on the beach all night, and drinking every weekend.
Being proposed to in Spanish class, picnics in the mall, buying presents at Dollar Store
Than soccer season, falling into the local band scene, meeting a whole new group of exciting people.
Eating pounders at Chee burger, falling in love with my friends, going out to lunch at TGI fridays. SHASTA
And getting emotionally hurt for the first time in my life. experimenting with types of relationships.
Finally ending the year. Meeting even more different amazing people. Creating the lunch table.
Smoking increasingly more. Hitting up parties in naples that were actually good. License of course.
Understanding myself, making stupid decisions, being desperate for the first time in forever.
Picking myself up, attempting to become completely indpendent. missing the old times. looking forward to whats to come *Practicing being a senior hah
Thank you to everyone who impacted my life. And i am completely sorry to everyone i hurt intentionally or accidentally.
I can promise that if i was to redo my year knowing as much as i do know. Nothing would be the same.
Yet i am happy with the outcome. because to get where i am now i had to make mistakes and learn my own lessons.
And that ultimately is the most valuable thing.
Hope everyone out there had a great year. Love, Stephanie