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Uhh..today sucked ass...
1st-What? We had a first hour?..I slept..and did nothing..
2nd-Freeday swim..kinda gay still..hate getting dressed afterwards
3rd-Some gay ass algebra shit..as usual..fucking gay ass classes
4th-Did nothing..sat around drawing..
~Lunch~ <~fuck it
5th-Did nothing..wow..another class i did nothing in..
6th-Did nothing..wow..talked to Sarah,Lyon,and Joey all hour..that was the only fun shit that happened today..im not even shittin you..
Got home..walked up to GUEST w/ Sarah..to see ~Austin~..i was freaking out over the reason that he was Bi..which i could giva shit now..cuz all i want is him..so that was shitty..i like only got to see him for 2 mins..i cried home..My mom HAD to FUCKING give me another "responisble" talk..i swear to fucking god..*im not saying this for attention or to be a bitch or what not* I wanna fucking die..nothing is going good rite now..i fucking hate it..life sucks so bad..i feel clustered w/ everything..im worried about everything..and i want to see Austin..:(...i feel like crying rite now..im holding it back..i dont want my mom to see me cry..so im home alone tonite..no Sarah..no Austin..just me..alone..all alone..
Yesterday-Went up to the Memorial..hung out w/ Sarah,Joey,Danielle,Lizzie,Heather,Chris,Allen,Shawn,Mike,Austin (heathers bf),and some of Shawns friends...it was good..i had fun..we made a pyramid..it was fun..lol...
Im feeling lost now more than ever,
Without Warning,
Samantha Rose...
1st-What? We had a first hour?..I slept..and did nothing..
2nd-Freeday swim..kinda gay still..hate getting dressed afterwards
3rd-Some gay ass algebra shit..as usual..fucking gay ass classes
4th-Did nothing..sat around drawing..
~Lunch~ <~fuck it
5th-Did nothing..wow..another class i did nothing in..
6th-Did nothing..wow..talked to Sarah,Lyon,and Joey all hour..that was the only fun shit that happened today..im not even shittin you..
Got home..walked up to GUEST w/ Sarah..to see ~Austin~..i was freaking out over the reason that he was Bi..which i could giva shit now..cuz all i want is him..so that was shitty..i like only got to see him for 2 mins..i cried home..My mom HAD to FUCKING give me another "responisble" talk..i swear to fucking god..*im not saying this for attention or to be a bitch or what not* I wanna fucking die..nothing is going good rite now..i fucking hate it..life sucks so bad..i feel clustered w/ everything..im worried about everything..and i want to see Austin..:(...i feel like crying rite now..im holding it back..i dont want my mom to see me cry..so im home alone tonite..no Sarah..no Austin..just me..alone..all alone..
Yesterday-Went up to the Memorial..hung out w/ Sarah,Joey,Danielle,Lizzie,Heather,Chris,Allen,Shawn,Mike,Austin (heathers bf),and some of Shawns friends...it was good..i had fun..we made a pyramid..it was fun..lol...
Im feeling lost now more than ever,
Without Warning,
Samantha Rose...