Aug 12, 2006 00:14
Oh, come on now. I thought you weren't like that. Blah blah blah "you come first" blah blah blah.....uhhh yeah, bullshit. Fuck that, man. Fuck it anally, with carl the attack dildo. Screw your drunken decision making and your inability to hold yourself back when you've been drinking. Fuck you for making me think you were actually gunna stick around. Hah! People are bastard coated bastards with a bastard filling, to quote scrubs. Selfish pricks with no other forsight but themselves. Even when it's obvious I'm in a bad place, you're too drunk to fuckin' notice that I need some company. I guess the call of permission to let you give him a blowjob is more important than anything I might need. On top of that, fuck him for being so goddamn useless. But fuck you more, fuck you the most, because I never expected it from you. You put on some sort of facade before this, or something. But now I'm aware of what's really important to you; sucking dick. Good, I hope you fucking choke on it.
I want *him* to call me soon. Once he gets back from vacation I wanna find my way into his hands...mostly his pants...but his hands, too. Ugh, he does weird things to me.
Omigosh, I go back to school soon >.< !!!!!!!!!!