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Ahhh, so it's my last day at school until next semester. And although that does mean my last day living in Tewksbury EVER (fuckin' hopefully), and me being one step closer to being in an awesome suite with my awesome friends, I'm sad. Clearly you all understand why. I mean, I know I'll see Lisa this summer, but while talking to Max last night I realized I wouldn't see him until AUGUST. When we go to Canada. And Donny I won't see until we go to Bartending School together. I don't even know if I can go with him because of the money issue. I'm excited to see my old friends but I'm used to living without them. I know I can survive without them. My school friends I see every day- when I'm sad I can just call someone and cry to them, when I'm sick I can call Lisa and she'll run to DTR to get me a sandwich so I don't have to get out of bed, and when I'm bored I can make the 30 second walk to Donny's, Max's or Lisa's room, just chill for hours, talk, listen to music. When I'm hungry I just need to call a friend and we'll go eat together. It's going to be really different this summer, and I'm imagining how needy I'm probably going to get. I'm usually quite independent, but now I'm used to relying on people I love, and now having to deal with seperation anxiety, plus being an only child, is going to blow. Which, I suppose, is why I'm spending all my weekends in the city and why I'm going to be working as much as possible. I wanna keep myself occupied. Three and a half months is a REALLY long time. It is. It's over a fourth of a year. How am I going to deal with this?
I remember like it was last week writing that I wouldn't be able to live without my home friends when I went to college... http://youcouldloveher.livejournal.com/18989.html now I'm scared in the other direction. So if I could deal then, can I deal now? One would think yes, but I didn't see those people every day. I see my friends here ALL THE TIME. I LIVE with these people. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh
At least next semester will own, big time. The only thing I'm dissappointed about is the fact that I didn't have time to take the Advanced Writing Workshop class on account of having to moderate. But I will be living in the Sweet Suite with my Sweet Suitemates... I'm stoked about going shopping with Donny this summer, actually. It's almost like we're having our own little apartment... hurray. But I have to wait three and a half months. Ugh.
My Schedule this week:
Tonight: Coming home. Asking JoJo to sleep over?
Tomorrow: Jared. JoJo will be with me fo sho.
Thursday: I would have had my concert, but I e-mailed James and told him I just was too overwhelmed to make it. He was okay with it.
Friday: Prom @ AHS. Third year in a row, har har.
Saturday: Hanging out with some people.
Sunday: CHARIS! YAY!
Monday: Back to work. Full time bitches. Blahhh.
People from home call me ASAP. We've going hanging out to do.
I remember like it was last week writing that I wouldn't be able to live without my home friends when I went to college... http://youcouldloveher.livejournal.com/18989.html now I'm scared in the other direction. So if I could deal then, can I deal now? One would think yes, but I didn't see those people every day. I see my friends here ALL THE TIME. I LIVE with these people. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh
At least next semester will own, big time. The only thing I'm dissappointed about is the fact that I didn't have time to take the Advanced Writing Workshop class on account of having to moderate. But I will be living in the Sweet Suite with my Sweet Suitemates... I'm stoked about going shopping with Donny this summer, actually. It's almost like we're having our own little apartment... hurray. But I have to wait three and a half months. Ugh.
My Schedule this week:
Tonight: Coming home. Asking JoJo to sleep over?
Tomorrow: Jared. JoJo will be with me fo sho.
Thursday: I would have had my concert, but I e-mailed James and told him I just was too overwhelmed to make it. He was okay with it.
Friday: Prom @ AHS. Third year in a row, har har.
Saturday: Hanging out with some people.
Sunday: CHARIS! YAY!
Monday: Back to work. Full time bitches. Blahhh.
People from home call me ASAP. We've going hanging out to do.