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From the highest of highs to the lowest of lows. So someone very dear to me whom I havent spent any time with in over two weeks seemingly has no interest in seeing me even when it's possible, and whilst I'll admit that the main reason we dont see each other is because I'm so busy, I feel like I'm the only one who's even trying. I will go on record as saying the most painful feeling in the world is being screwed over and over again, and knowing in your heart that all you can do is set yourself up for more of the same... knowing that at the end of the day, you'll apologize, pretend you did something wrong, and just wait to be hurt again, because the simple fact of the matter is that there are just some people who you can't live without, because no matter what they do to you, you love them. That's what real love is. Love is going to sleep hating someone's guts, and waking up loving them more than you ever did. But whatever, life goes on, right? I'm done ranting.