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STUPID LIFE IS GOING RIGHT BACK TO HOW IT WAS BEFORE.
i damn well hate this.
if i dont get my licence soon and get the hell out of here i'll just end up quiting.
i have no fucking freedom thanks to some ass hole who ruined it for me.
my parents never believe me and i get shit for fuck i didnt even do.
i never feel hungry because everythings fucked except my mom stuffs food down my mouth if i dont eat.
I ATTEMPT TO DRINK BUT it ends up being worse in the end because i wake up and realize i just made a huge mistake and i'll have to see some little mother fucker in the hall way who i fukced around with and i'll just wanna blow my face off right then and there.
THEN some ass hole guy will call me up at 12 or 1 and expect me to get up and go fuck him or something.
& if i do, and i dont put out like a damn hoe bag he'll just send me home and i'll have more proof that all guys want is action. & i'll move into this whole thing of never dating or seeing or kissing men for a long long time and then i'll think this one guy is worth me kissing right? and it just goes over and over .
seriously. you littler fuckers. you fuck around with my head and fucking take advantage of the fact that im fucking trusting and shit. AND YOU FUCK ME OVER and I end up having this passionate hate towards you for the rest of time itself.
or maybe we'll get together or something and then one night you'll decide to fuck my friends while im in the same god damn room. FUCKSAFJSA.
so today we were at this bar right? and im with my family cause its my moms birthday. and we're in ann arbor so theres a buncha college guys around and shit and when we were waiting to leave by the door these two guys would NOT stop staring. i personally think its rude to stare a person down. especially when im right next to my father. have you any idea how awkward that is ? Honestly, especially when your as old as my damn brother and im a fucking sophomore, IN HIGHSCHOOOL. mennnnnnnnnnn need to backkk offf.
im fucking finished.
im happy again
and
i just had a big bi-polar moment
ahha sorry.
i damn well hate this.
if i dont get my licence soon and get the hell out of here i'll just end up quiting.
i have no fucking freedom thanks to some ass hole who ruined it for me.
my parents never believe me and i get shit for fuck i didnt even do.
i never feel hungry because everythings fucked except my mom stuffs food down my mouth if i dont eat.
I ATTEMPT TO DRINK BUT it ends up being worse in the end because i wake up and realize i just made a huge mistake and i'll have to see some little mother fucker in the hall way who i fukced around with and i'll just wanna blow my face off right then and there.
THEN some ass hole guy will call me up at 12 or 1 and expect me to get up and go fuck him or something.
& if i do, and i dont put out like a damn hoe bag he'll just send me home and i'll have more proof that all guys want is action. & i'll move into this whole thing of never dating or seeing or kissing men for a long long time and then i'll think this one guy is worth me kissing right? and it just goes over and over .
seriously. you littler fuckers. you fuck around with my head and fucking take advantage of the fact that im fucking trusting and shit. AND YOU FUCK ME OVER and I end up having this passionate hate towards you for the rest of time itself.
or maybe we'll get together or something and then one night you'll decide to fuck my friends while im in the same god damn room. FUCKSAFJSA.
so today we were at this bar right? and im with my family cause its my moms birthday. and we're in ann arbor so theres a buncha college guys around and shit and when we were waiting to leave by the door these two guys would NOT stop staring. i personally think its rude to stare a person down. especially when im right next to my father. have you any idea how awkward that is ? Honestly, especially when your as old as my damn brother and im a fucking sophomore, IN HIGHSCHOOOL. mennnnnnnnnnn need to backkk offf.
im fucking finished.
im happy again
and
i just had a big bi-polar moment
ahha sorry.