I'M FEELING QUITE A BIT BETTER TODAY. WE HAD A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THE HOUSE SO IT WASN'T AS SCARY TO SLEEP AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE.
BOYS ARE SO DUMB. ARGH. IF YOU THINK YOU'RE THE REASON I'M SAYING THIS, YOU PROBABLY ARE.
A WORD TO THE WISE: DON'T USE ME AS A WEAPON. ESPECIALLY DON'T USE SEX WITH ME AS A WEAPON, BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER GET ANY IN THE FUTURE THAT WAY. DO NOT USE MY RELATIONSHIP WITH SUKI AS A WEAPON. ESPECIALLY WHEN THE SITUATION IS FINALLY RESOLVING ITSELF. NOT. OKAY.
ALSO, THANK THE SPIRITS FOR IPODS TO DROWN OUT SEX I REALLY DON'T WANT TO HEAR. I THINK I'M MENTALLY TRAUMATIZED ENOUGH FOR THIS WEEK, THANKS. I'M NOT ENTIRELY POSITIVE WHO IT WAS BUT I HAVE MY EXTREME SUSPICIONS.
I WAS STILL A BIT TWITCHY THIS MORNING AND EVERYONE WAS ASLEEP, SO I STARTED BAKING. IT ALWAYS SEEMS TO CALM MY NERVES. I MADE YOU YOUR COOKIES, SOKKA, AND ALSO A
MANLY COFFEE CAKE. I ALSO MADE A FRUIT TART (LEFT OUT THE SEA PRUNES BECAUSE I LOVE YOU GUYS) AND SOME HOMEMADE SOURDOUGH. THAT ALONG WITH THE EGGS AND BACON IN THE REFRIGERATOR AND I THINK WE'LL HAVE ENOUGH TO FEED ALL 6-7 OF US HERE.