My prayers have been answered...
Some very beautiful things have happened to me latly. It's like God has been answering my prayers. I am a Christian, but I guess I don't have all of the same views as "Christians" do and thats why I love my church. With them its not about what they believe is right and wrong, it's about working on your relationship with God around people that
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Thank you so much for being to me what you are.
I miss you very much and will give you a call soon.
I am also so VERY proud of you, you know that. I hope I tell you enough ;D
But yeah, im so proud of you for making this life for yourself and making it beautiful.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the tumor. Honestly...I just...I wanted to have that weekend with an awesome friend and be stupid, just laugh, do makeup, go out to eat, dress up, have fun. I just wanted to forget that everything truly wasn't okay. I wanted to feel normal again, if only for one night. I didn't want to burden others with it. Now only a handful of people know, but not even my parents still. I'm sure it sounds gay but, i was sad to see you leave the next day because that's when it hit me again. That I was alone and no matter how popular or loved you are/can be. In the things that are most intimate to yourself, you will always be unutterably alone. This is MY tumor and MY secret and MY pain though I wish someone esle could truly understand. Thank you for being so receptive to me and keeping me in your prayers.
I hope you don't mind but I may ask you to come with me to the hospital for the results after Thanksgiving...I might need a hand to hold. ;D
I love you very much Erica, I know that this post you wrote is not just a fleeting epiphany but a way of life for you and I am so proud of you Darling.
Love Always,
Stella
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<3 erica
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