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I am SO better. I mean not better better...but Matt and I realized yesterday that there's probably nothing even wrong with me. I told him that my only one main concern is that my driving point, my reason for waking up in the morning, which is going to Floriday with him in January to start the company, is being compromised by this whole thing. He asked me why was that...and I told him because of the time I'd have to take off work. Then he made me realize that it's only about a week off work for the biopsy, and that's it. He also made me realize that people my age don't get cancer. Golden! And he also promised me that no matter what happens that in January we WILL be moving to florida and we WILL be starting that company. I'm so glad that I went out with Matt last night. I bet you all wish that you had a boy like him. I mean he's so understanding and caring and concerned, but optimistic. Therefore so am I.

God, Thank you for Matt. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Thank you thank you!!! I am so glad for Matt. I truly believe that you sent Matt to me. I don't know what I would do without him. I know that he says that he doesn't believe in you, but I know that he does. Thank you. Ah where would I be without my precious Matthew? Probably depressed crying on my couch. Ahhh I am SOO HAPPY!!!

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