TO SAM
HEy SAM IM SO GLAD YOUR FINALLY GETTING HAPPY AGAIN I WISH I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YOU WHILE THINGS WERE ROUIGH BUT THIGNS KEPT GETTING ME DOWN TOO AND I DIDNT WANT TO DEAL WITH IT I STILL THINK YOU CARE FOR ME BUT IM NOT SURE HOW MUCH ANYMORE SO IF YOU WANT US BACK TOGETHER I NEED TO SEE YOU WANT IT I HAVENT FELT LIKED IN AWHILE FROM YOU ABND IT MADE ME REALIZE HOW MUCH I DID CARE FOR YOU I USED TO BE A LITTLE SHIT AND I KNOW NOW I WONT BE BUT I CANT GET BACK TOGETHER FOR AWHILE TILL I SEE IF WE WILL WORK IM NOT SURE IF YOU WANT THE SAME BUT I KNOW I WOULD EVENTUALLY WANT US HOW WE USED TO BE THAT WAS SOME GOOD SHIT IM TELLING YOU AND IF NOT I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS AND HOW IT FEELS SO I LEARNED ALOT FROM THIS AND NOT TO TAKE THIGNS FOR GRANTED CASUE I MISSED YOU THESE LAST FEW MOTNHS AND I HOPE WE CAN WORK THIS OUT BUT LETS TKAE THINGS SLOW CASUE IM SCARED I NEVER FELT THIS PAIN I HAVE AND I DONT KNWO WHY I FELT IT BUT YOU WERE MISSING AND I NEED TO KNOW YOU WILL BE THERE BEFORE I CAN DECIDE ANYTHING I LOVE YOU STILL AND YOULL ALWAYS BE MY BOO