Aug 14, 2007 02:08
loads of bills
no money to pay bills
school starting in a week
best friend in arizona
other best friend in indy soon
work third shift if i even can get a job
nothing to do with my life soon
really just wish i didnt have responsibility and that i could just fuck around and you know, ride my bike for a long amount of time or just hitchhike for a long amount of time and i always say i am going to do these things and then some shit comes up and it isn't an option and i feel like such a leghorn just talking the talk then when it comes down to it i can't provide. i keep feeling like college can wait man. but at the same time i just wanna be done with it so i can get on to my career. it's a stoopid cycle but i guess it's life. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. jazz music fo sho.