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"jesus christ, i hate being me. but at least i'm not you
i hate this. i am the most unsatisfied kid ever. i have nothing. i have no talent, no voice, no one to connect with, and no one that could feel for me what i could feel for them. i'm hatefull, angry and quiet about everything that i feel needs to be said. and if i said those things there wouldn't be anyone listening anyway. no matter how much i try i can't think up a single thing that i like about myself.
i can't stand being a phony. but i know that as much as i'm lying to you, you're lying to me.
i'm a sad, nervous and angry boy hiding behind an ugly smile and stupid jokes. i know how things work and that's why i'm afraid of everything. disapointment being number 1."
emory wrote that. but i swear i'm living everyone one of those sentences.. except for the angry boy. substitue that with angry girl.