Just Woke Up...
Ok so heres the plans for the next few days...
Today:
Well uhm... it's 9:55 am right now so i'm gunna get a shower in before 11... then around 3-3:30 Mike is most likely coming over. I hope he does. I'm still really sad that if we do go out it would have to be after i turn 16... Thats a month and somethin days... thats a while to wait.. so yeah he asked if i was okay with that and i just agree'd because honestly what can i do? I cant force him to ask me out, nor can i do anything else about it. so like always i'm going to sit back and keep my mouth shut. and like always i'm going to hide how i feel. and then when the day comes before i turn 16 that he meets some gorgeous woman, his age, i'm going to sit here, and hide how i feel until he's far enough away not to care. like always.
Tomarrow:
is thursday ??? I think...
Yeah I babysitt... thats about it.
Friday:
First i have to go see Dr. Alleyne
Then I'm going bowling with Steph. Ash. Mike and Mike lol funny ... they have the same name.... anyways yeah....
Saturday:
Staying home... inside.... and just relaxing ... taking my phone off the hook and staying in for the whole weekend!
chea sooooo
thats my plans for the rest of the week
random poem????
Ugly Girl
Can I tell you I hate you
If I know its not true
Will you let me bleed just once more
My knees get weak, I'll hit the floor
Your only attraction was simple lust
Your obsession with my body, sex was a must
If I lost the glow from my pretty face
Would you still dress me in satin and lace
If I lost all my curves and shape
Would your desire turn into a rage of rape
Have you bothered to notice my scars
Love is my jail cell, you are the bars
Scarlet stories written upon my wrist
My body, not my heart, will be sorely missed
How did you gain so much control
You leave me heartbroken and cold
But all you see is my face
You ruined the light, soft glow
So now all there is to see
Is an ugly face
~*~Britny M. Koba~*~
Today:
Well uhm... it's 9:55 am right now so i'm gunna get a shower in before 11... then around 3-3:30 Mike is most likely coming over. I hope he does. I'm still really sad that if we do go out it would have to be after i turn 16... Thats a month and somethin days... thats a while to wait.. so yeah he asked if i was okay with that and i just agree'd because honestly what can i do? I cant force him to ask me out, nor can i do anything else about it. so like always i'm going to sit back and keep my mouth shut. and like always i'm going to hide how i feel. and then when the day comes before i turn 16 that he meets some gorgeous woman, his age, i'm going to sit here, and hide how i feel until he's far enough away not to care. like always.
Tomarrow:
is thursday ??? I think...
Yeah I babysitt... thats about it.
Friday:
First i have to go see Dr. Alleyne
Then I'm going bowling with Steph. Ash. Mike and Mike lol funny ... they have the same name.... anyways yeah....
Saturday:
Staying home... inside.... and just relaxing ... taking my phone off the hook and staying in for the whole weekend!
chea sooooo
thats my plans for the rest of the week
random poem????
Ugly Girl
Can I tell you I hate you
If I know its not true
Will you let me bleed just once more
My knees get weak, I'll hit the floor
Your only attraction was simple lust
Your obsession with my body, sex was a must
If I lost the glow from my pretty face
Would you still dress me in satin and lace
If I lost all my curves and shape
Would your desire turn into a rage of rape
Have you bothered to notice my scars
Love is my jail cell, you are the bars
Scarlet stories written upon my wrist
My body, not my heart, will be sorely missed
How did you gain so much control
You leave me heartbroken and cold
But all you see is my face
You ruined the light, soft glow
So now all there is to see
Is an ugly face
~*~Britny M. Koba~*~