actually long.
I wrote this for a friend a long time ago... no one has really ever seen it:
she takes a drag off her ciggerette
shes had a stressful day
because usually she only smokes half the way
shes inhaling and blowing out
but this time no Oh's
the smoke just rose
she lights up another and realizes shes not ohkay
eh its ohkay.
anyways...
i dont want summer to end.
im so afraid to start school
considering the fact that i dont know what im doing this year
i really hope i can find a way to get into north
lately im realizing how great my friends are...
i really dont know what i would do without them.
also i dont know what im going to do when cam moves out..
hes the person i go to when i come home at 3 a.m.
and he always helps with my problems.
and tells me how stupid im being when im being a baby.
ill also never see anyone from waterford
which is going to be a huge problem
because its only been like a week since ive seen Tim and i already miss him.
im pretty much fucking retarded for getting involved in all this shit in the first place.
ANYWAYS. i hope all your summers were amazing. have fun enjoying the rest of your summer.