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May 23, 2009 22:23

You ever hear a song of a band that you used to listen to years ago, and brings up a feeling in you of triumph and all of a sudden you find yourself grinning. That happened to me today. I remembered how I used to feel. I always had this "aura" around me, where I didn't just listen to music... I lived music. What. The. Fuck. Happened. Is it that we outgrew the music scene, or did the music scene outgrow us?

You ever feel like you're in a fucked up bad dream, and you're waiting for the joke to be over so you can wake up and go back to being yourself again?

You ever feel so disconnected from other human beings, that you're unable to relate to them through your own feeling.

You ever feel like your engine has run out of gas, and now you're just a rust bucket deteriorating in the junkyard?

Things never used to be this complicated.

I miss the innocence of youth. I miss the simplicity of it all.

Throw boulders at me. Throw the weight of the world on my shoulders. Blow me out like Hiroshima. Fuck you, I will overcome. Fuck you, I will overcome. Fuck you, I will overcome. Fuck you, I will overcome and triumph above you.
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