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So as months pass a sense of normalcy begins to return to me and I can differently see the different phases that I'm going through. I'm pretty much pre-mind fuck era Ben in most senses, more or less but of course the inevitable tide of time makes it so I'll never stay constant. I had been sweatin balls about my classes, thinking somehow they were going to destroy my GPA but to my avail I pwn3d that shit and am still pulling a near 4.0 gpa. Only prob as of late is I've been so strapped on cash especially because class has cut into my work hours, I'm seriously makin like dick. I should just get paid with a hot steaming dick on a faux-silver platter because I barely can pay for tha shit I need. Fuck, Halloween....no really when I knock on someone's door I don't want candy, I want fucking steak or a burrito. I really don't know what I'm going to do tonite, I might try to celebrate another consumption-driven holiday or just stay at home. By the way if you can drink a half gallon of pirate ale you are a true man, thanks david for taking my ass home. I'm surprised I wasn't comatose. Josh is in Seattle now, and I"m like fuck I wanna go oh so badly it's something about that city that's always drawn me to it. Maybe if I can start reelin in some real pimp sheets I can get a ticket, I should start sellin' shit on ebay. I suppose Bonez is coming the weekend after the following, that will be an adventure in ways david and i can only imagine. I already voted this year, Question 2 and 7 are the big ones on my mind. Screw apathy. Oh. Oh. Ohhhhh...