Dec 24, 2005 10:00
yay...........
yea, it sucks. i need a job! as so does my boyfriend, i hate that. i always go for the old, lazy type.. or just the old, i dont give a fuck type. eh, but i love him. it's amazing how pissed i can get at him, but then how happy he makes me and how much he can make up for it. a very volatile relationship, might i say. maybe it is wrong for me to date a guy in college. when i was akid, i always thought thatd be gross, but it doesnt seem like it at all. it never did, not with tony and now not with tom. i know, i cant date guys my age because, number one, ew, and number two because theyre so immature, but i can date these guys because theyre immature for their age, which levels out to my level of maturity. maybe thats why. but, back to the job, yea. i need a job. im a horrible woman and everyone around me is starting to get a job, so i need one. that way, i can pay for the shit i want without getting complaints.. ive been thinking about a new piercing.. i want a medusa, but that'd be cramped up with my septum, so i was thinking about a bridge, but im not sure if my parents would let me get that and for some reason i just feel like its too out there.. itd suck when id wanna get a job too.. i was kinda thinking, maybe another tongue ring.. perhaps at the tip or somethin, but nah.. some girl told me to get a monroe/madonna, but those are overplayed and just not for me anyway. cause me, im a big angry woman, big metalhead.
god,hell no.heeellllll no. so i dunno, ill be thinkin about that.. i do plan on gauging my ear to a 3/4 again though. so what if i passed out, i recovered and now im doing it again. i dunno, theres just something about it that, er, i wanna do it..
so. how bout this, ill talk about yesterday and today.......uh. in school, only one class we did work, english vocab quizzzzzzzzza.i got a 95 on my ap history test, damn aaron, we're the illest cousins. haha. and i got a 9/9 on a class written essay! damn girlllllllllllllllllll. and a 6/7 , but oh well, 9/9 is go0oo0d enough. i also have a 100 av. in my adv alg class.. i hope my AP avg. is an a- or somethin. or an a, thatd be nice. ah, i got a 100 and a 96 on shit in chem. my music tech project sucked, but eh, im jewish. uhh. haha. so all day i was worrying if id be hangin out with tom because the night before we didnt relaly discuss it. and you know me, very doubtful, and him, very unreliable. so anyway.. ended up calling around 2.40 and he wanted to hang out.. hogan picekd liz and me up and we went down to lizs house and then to toms..ok, all day, tom and i did nothing, i reaelly dunno how the time flew by so quickly.. then we ended up going to the sq 1 mall aroudn 7..... i actualyl saw a lot of people there.. i saw eric and derek and chris. .big surprise, but tom wouldnt like come near so i could introduce. wow, big surprise. anyway. and then i saw teklung and ivana, which was pretty funny cause i just told him earlier that a girl in my chem class bought me expensive chocolates.. so that was cool too. hm. then we saw this loud black girl with this manly voice..we didnt really do much, sq 1 sucks, we wanted to go to liberty tree in the first place. well. point is, i ended up buying anne rice's interview with the vampire.. i think its funny, i start reading anne rice after i break up with a man that was obsessed with her writing. uh..............yyyyyyyyeaaaaaaaa then we got a big coke and waited for the bus for a good hour, talking about random shit. .reallly awkward, out of nowhere shit. and then we started talking about him marrying a hawaiin woman to hold up the family name, and i to be his mistress and live on his top bunk the rest of my life. hehe, then this guy in spandextight pants and loose boxer shorts and a wife beater and a flannel shirt ,with socks and mocassins walked into the mall.. it was the weirdest thing ive seen in a longggg time. so yea. i ended up sleeping over his house, and watching eurotrip for a good half hour. i swear, that movie isnt that long at all. we invested in whip cream and had a party, hehe. i never knew i was that skilled. well, 1.30 rolled around and we were exhausted, so we ended up passing out in his bed. god this is funny. like 5 in the AM his mom walks in and sees me, god it was funny. im not srue whats gonna happen but all i know is that she was pissed and said something not too nice, and tom mooed at her. ha. god. woke up at 7 and we ended up leaving at 8 or somethin to catch the 442 back to revere. yea, i ended up reading a huge 20 pages! of the book and walking home from wonderland. now im awake and full of dunkin donuts sandywiches and coolata.
oh, and i hate hypocritical people who can't seem to put the past in the past and leave unnecessary people out of shit.