Could we please just walk away
Life without a PHONE sucks. big dirty balls.. GROSS!! ahah.. so yeah yesturday was sucha weird day. I was SINNING my ass off slothing. eee oh well :( . I didnt go to that interview deal at Burger King, because I didnt have a car to go in (Hello, I need a car!) But whatever, I had this talk with AJ, and it made me cry as lame as it sounds haha. Yeah so lately we've been talking, but we dont really talk at all, and it's OFFICIAL to say we're strangers. It's like "Breaking up" with your "Best Friend" in MY eyes!
2/19/2007 7:16:58 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - hows ur life goin 2/19/2007 7:17:25 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart It's turning up.. It's not bad. :) what about yours? 2/19/2007 7:17:58 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - i have been think about life 2/19/2007 7:18:11 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - and how we grew apart 2/19/2007 7:18:28 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - i wonder whats the plan sometimes 2/19/2007 7:19:30 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - cuz everthing has a reason 2/19/2007 7:19:42 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart You think it was for the best that we grew apart? 2/19/2007 7:20:24 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart I think about it too, and I always have the words stuck in my head.. when I want to talk to you about it.. nothing comes out. And nothing sounds right. so I dont know.. i just tried to stop thinking of it 2/19/2007 7:22:21 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - yea maybe god wanted us to grow apart so we can focus on the bigger picture our live since we did get mess up in school with absenses 2/19/2007 7:22:34 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - but what do i know 2/19/2007 7:23:48 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart You know alot Aj. Maybe that's true. 2/19/2007 7:24:55 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - look at us we hardly talk we i feel like were strangers yet we both dont mind 2/19/2007 7:25:27 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - we seem just to get another sety of friends 2/19/2007 7:26:04 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - and move on 2/19/2007 7:28:05 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart hmph.. well yeah , I know. That's true.. But I DO mind that we grew apart, It hurt me Aj. I thought about it ALOT for awhile.. I would even cry .. I missed what we had. But time heals things, and well Ive just grown to numb the feeling, but sometimes things just dont make sense, like.. meeting you in world geography, and having art.. and then everything else.. just to fall apart.. and now we're strangers, it's so weird How it feels like We never even had a past you know.. 2/19/2007 7:30:22 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - yea i know 2/19/2007 7:32:43 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - look at us we have faded in a distance u have gone down the path with charlie and claire and louie and i have gone down the path with jess amanda and my sis 2/19/2007 7:34:29 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - life has a different path for each of us and if we listen to faith and what it has to offer then our lives will unfold and give us strenght to overcome lifes obstacles 2/19/2007 7:36:14 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - but if we choose not to then life will create this thing that u dont want to face cuz if u choose ot to ur just surpressing life and its wrong to cuz it will be waiting for u with a consequence 2/19/2007 7:37:14 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart Yeah , you're right. It's just hard sometimes Aj, i dont even know if you can relate..or if you ever did miss me while we grew apart.. did you? 2/19/2007 7:38:03 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - of couse how can some one forget the late night trips 2/19/2007 7:38:13 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - and the things we did together 2/19/2007 7:38:41 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - but i surpressed it for long time which created anger 2/19/2007 7:38:55 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart haha im so lame dude i feel like crying right now haha.. 2/19/2007 7:39:00 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart yeah i understand. 2/19/2007 7:41:26 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart As long as youre happy Aj, Ive accepted that things might not be the same anymore, and im always going to have a piece of me that misses you. I want you to know that..ok. And that Im sorry for hurting you. I just realized alot of things too late. But there's really not anything we can do now , right? .. Just follow our paths..and live our lifes that may not consist of having eachother in them. 2/19/2007 7:44:25 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - thats all we can do follow our paths and we dont know if we will reconnect in the future
Fkng suprising that he started it too, Because everytime we talk its always about jessika this, me and jessika that. Well Pesonally I dont have ANYTHING against Jessika..But I HATE people who try to show off. And it just seemed like that, because he knew it'd get to me.. It's so weird how we changed into completely DIFFERENT people after being SO close. But what can I do .. He made it seem like it was fate pulling us apart and I dont know. I just needed to know that he missed me too.. im so lame like that. End of story.
2/19/2007 7:16:58 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - hows ur life goin 2/19/2007 7:17:25 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart It's turning up.. It's not bad. :) what about yours? 2/19/2007 7:17:58 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - i have been think about life 2/19/2007 7:18:11 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - and how we grew apart 2/19/2007 7:18:28 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - i wonder whats the plan sometimes 2/19/2007 7:19:30 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - cuz everthing has a reason 2/19/2007 7:19:42 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart You think it was for the best that we grew apart? 2/19/2007 7:20:24 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart I think about it too, and I always have the words stuck in my head.. when I want to talk to you about it.. nothing comes out. And nothing sounds right. so I dont know.. i just tried to stop thinking of it 2/19/2007 7:22:21 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - yea maybe god wanted us to grow apart so we can focus on the bigger picture our live since we did get mess up in school with absenses 2/19/2007 7:22:34 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - but what do i know 2/19/2007 7:23:48 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart You know alot Aj. Maybe that's true. 2/19/2007 7:24:55 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - look at us we hardly talk we i feel like were strangers yet we both dont mind 2/19/2007 7:25:27 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - we seem just to get another sety of friends 2/19/2007 7:26:04 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - and move on 2/19/2007 7:28:05 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart hmph.. well yeah , I know. That's true.. But I DO mind that we grew apart, It hurt me Aj. I thought about it ALOT for awhile.. I would even cry .. I missed what we had. But time heals things, and well Ive just grown to numb the feeling, but sometimes things just dont make sense, like.. meeting you in world geography, and having art.. and then everything else.. just to fall apart.. and now we're strangers, it's so weird How it feels like We never even had a past you know.. 2/19/2007 7:30:22 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - yea i know 2/19/2007 7:32:43 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - look at us we have faded in a distance u have gone down the path with charlie and claire and louie and i have gone down the path with jess amanda and my sis 2/19/2007 7:34:29 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - life has a different path for each of us and if we listen to faith and what it has to offer then our lives will unfold and give us strenght to overcome lifes obstacles 2/19/2007 7:36:14 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - but if we choose not to then life will create this thing that u dont want to face cuz if u choose ot to ur just surpressing life and its wrong to cuz it will be waiting for u with a consequence 2/19/2007 7:37:14 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart Yeah , you're right. It's just hard sometimes Aj, i dont even know if you can relate..or if you ever did miss me while we grew apart.. did you? 2/19/2007 7:38:03 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - of couse how can some one forget the late night trips 2/19/2007 7:38:13 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - and the things we did together 2/19/2007 7:38:41 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - but i surpressed it for long time which created anger 2/19/2007 7:38:55 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart haha im so lame dude i feel like crying right now haha.. 2/19/2007 7:39:00 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart yeah i understand. 2/19/2007 7:41:26 PM (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart As long as youre happy Aj, Ive accepted that things might not be the same anymore, and im always going to have a piece of me that misses you. I want you to know that..ok. And that Im sorry for hurting you. I just realized alot of things too late. But there's really not anything we can do now , right? .. Just follow our paths..and live our lifes that may not consist of having eachother in them. 2/19/2007 7:44:25 PM ill give u the world...if u give me ur heart (P) - Erita .[fkng]. Lushh - thats all we can do follow our paths and we dont know if we will reconnect in the future
Fkng suprising that he started it too, Because everytime we talk its always about jessika this, me and jessika that. Well Pesonally I dont have ANYTHING against Jessika..But I HATE people who try to show off. And it just seemed like that, because he knew it'd get to me.. It's so weird how we changed into completely DIFFERENT people after being SO close. But what can I do .. He made it seem like it was fate pulling us apart and I dont know. I just needed to know that he missed me too.. im so lame like that. End of story.