do you like making out and brown eyes and girls that just dont quite fit in?
well im absolutely numb again. i swear this happens to be all the time. this girl today told me i have the worst luck, i guess she's right i kinda do. im so sick of fighting with eric and him putting me down. plus he's such a liar and hes SO FAKE but why cant i stop talking to him? i vow im going too but i start again. no no someday i will. i know i will. and he will feel sorry and i wont care and for once ill have more power over him. someday. and i think im going to be sick. man i hate fighting with him and everything is so screwed up right now and no one believes in me, not even myself. eric wants me to write his english paper. and i asked him for a coffee before he went to work. he had over 1 1/2 hrs to get it for me and do you think he did? nope not at all. course not. he is paying me $100 to do it which is cool but still. i dont know. im absolutely miserable right now. would it be so hard to be happy? hm apparently. and everyone is mad at me/not talking to me. and SOME people dont even talk to me unless they need thing, they treat me like shit. i dont know what im saying anymore. im just going to shut up. kbye