Apr 12, 2005 22:58
im leaving it all, no tears, no time to cry....
today was a pretty good day. slept, then got random phone call from my friend and he needed a ride. then i walked to conor's house (yes i was exercising). then me and eric hung out for like 45 mins. it was fun. i guess. we fought like usual. big deal. i mean, im numb to the pain he used to cause me. everything is so screwy right now. i just want the summer to come. nowwwww. i need to lose weight. its not working. i might start taking diet pills. yay for me. probably not, some people would kill me. justin told me nasty things tonite and now im going to have nightmares. haha :o) k im going to bed. xoxoxox