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[you_ruin_me]

bored. extremely bored. so maybe i should do an actualy post this time , eh? i can't mention some of yesterday for good reasons...HAH...but yesterday was a sad day i cried a lot i guess even though with my wonderful lovely boyfriend travis i feel like i have no friends even though i know i do , at school we talk on the internet and phone but outside of school it's always travis travis travis or no one at all...(by the way , i like the travis travis travis part =) ♥ ) i wasn't exactly in my right mind last night and i told him that i loved him but afterwards when i started feeling better i told him that i actually think i do but i won't tell him like a lot of girls do to their guys , every 5 seconds OH I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU...cause then to me i don't think it means anything anymore...and it made me sad because...he couldn't say it back...and that's okay...we've been together for a month a week and 3 days...not what you'd call a long time but it's a start and he makes me happy...so yeah...last night we were making out in front of matt,robert,guy,nathan,and stefany and robert and nathan said it was inhumane for us to be making out in front of matt because he was my ex lol i was like YEAH FROM LIKE 2 YEARS AGO ROFL LMAO. what a bunch of weirdos. i wanna make this the longest post ever in the history of fucking time or did that make sense? LOL. damn dude i gotta pisssssssssss.....you know what song is awesome? the theme song to aqua teen hunger force i love it too bad i don't have cable anymore so i can't watch it =( but lisa sent it to me via aim so it's all good good. =) i'm thinking of adding people back to my friends list =) i deleted everybody cause i was in a really weird mood but i think i'll live now...yay no school tomorrow but unfortunately tuesday when we go back...i have a shitload of homework and i have to drive for drivers ed from 4-6 tuesday BLAH...i wish i could drive already or have a job or something because i need money and i need a way of transportation for myself (not including travis or nick or my dad haha) well i love all you bitches and hoes and i'm sorry if this isn't the longest post ever but hey my life's not that exciting so i'll try better next time mmkay?

I WANT A FUCKING MUFFIN!