heyloo *sad face*

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hey... no1 cares abt me and i hate my sister heather but i still love her.. i m jealous of my sister heather bc she hangouts w/ her friendz and i got jealous.. i like her friendz and her friendz r kool.. i have alot of deaf friendz... but i need more hearing friendz.. i have enuff w/ deaf friendz.. i need hearing friendz.. i wanna 2 hang out w. them... for example... (i have about 10 deaf friendz and i have 6 hearing friendz and i need be same equal 10 and 10 ya knoe... ) but my sister was annoying me tht why ya stealing from me.. i was like i shldnt have 2 steal her friendz...i like her friendz... bc she is hearing and i feel n0thin... soo... i m going 2 abt 2 get black tearz... and i love my sister more in the world.. she is more fun,funny,awesome,hangouts more...i feel jealous inside.. and i dont steal heather friend like deonna and rhandy.. i dont talk 2 rhandy.... i dont like rhandy...i dont talk 2 deonna tht mux... but nicole yea i talk 2 her alot.. and she is more sweet...and good friend... Sam.. i meet her like last fri.... online and she saw abt me on my journal and then we meet and we talk.. we became friendz... thea.. i dont meet her yet.. soon i will.. sigh... heather, if ya read this.. i still love you.. andi didnt mean 2 steal yr friendz... but i like yr friendz... and i feel jealous of you.. i still love deonna,nicole,sam,not yet thea,anthony and tim and espcially gary i dont know abt him... and ya trying make me 2 not hang out w/ them.. i feel like i m like n0 friendz cares abt me .... i like 2 hang out w/ them.. but ya trying make me not 2 hang out w/ them bc the more friendz tht i will meet... tht wht ya trying 2 make?? i dont like tht... i..... sigh....i m tired of ya yelling me tht why why?? why ya talking 2 her/him... and i was like im goin 2 be friendz w/ them and she got blow up... like hothead... i feel like... sad face... and i think she didnt realize tht i got tht.. and i got enuff of her and i need her 2 stop telling me tht dont hang out w/ them and she isnt not my mother... i still love you heather...

Ppl- if ya see this... dont worry i m stilll be yr friendz... and i will willing 2 like 2 hangout w/ you yall........

and plus heather, im not in yr lyfe.. i think ya dont care abt me.... i undy tht i still remember tht... i wont show up yr wedding and stuff.. i wont...bc ya dont care abt me....

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