I hate everything about you...why do I love you?
-So this job that I thought I wanted that was my ticket out of best buy turned out to be not what I wanted. In my interview I did great and I thought the job would consist of developing marketing strategies for companies that hired us in order to sell their product to the public. But oh no the job was the dreaded traveling to different areas of the state and maybe other states to sell products to small businesses and it was purely commission. So basically the job is what I am doing at best buy..."with your purchase you get 8 free issues of blahblahblah" *customer laughs at my futile attempt*
-So I am back at square one and it sucks. I am getting more and more frustrated at the way things are going...I have my resume posted everyywhhhere and I get contacted by companies I want NOTHING to do with...mainly those commission jobs and it sucks. And I am tired of people coming up to me and going 'you have a B.A why are you at best buy?!' Why? Because it's hard as shit trying to get an entry-level job straight out of college...and if the people who asked that question actually went to college then they would know that since that is all teachers and advisors shoved down our throats throughout college. The economy sucks.
-And I haaate...I just haate when I am feeling down...pretty much worthless and helpless and the one person that is suppose to be there to pick my black ass up just stands there and throws dirt on me. Life is nowhere near where I want it to be...I should be close to engagement...I should have a comfortable job getting closer to a career but oh no...it sucks.
White boys seem to have a thing for me...maybe I'll marry one...a rich one. SO I can put this job thing to rest.
-And no I am not voting today. Why? because it's a huge pain in the ass and it makes no sense since I don't know who is running and what their views are...there is no point in voting if you are not following what is going on...it's just a waste.
-I hate being treated like a child at work. It's nice not being watched at the job 24/7. It would be nice to have some freedom or given some creative control but oh no...not standing behind a register...the only thing keeping my self-esteem afloat is knowing I am totally over-paid as a cashier hahahaha..bitchez.
-So I am back at square one and it sucks. I am getting more and more frustrated at the way things are going...I have my resume posted everyywhhhere and I get contacted by companies I want NOTHING to do with...mainly those commission jobs and it sucks. And I am tired of people coming up to me and going 'you have a B.A why are you at best buy?!' Why? Because it's hard as shit trying to get an entry-level job straight out of college...and if the people who asked that question actually went to college then they would know that since that is all teachers and advisors shoved down our throats throughout college. The economy sucks.
-And I haaate...I just haate when I am feeling down...pretty much worthless and helpless and the one person that is suppose to be there to pick my black ass up just stands there and throws dirt on me. Life is nowhere near where I want it to be...I should be close to engagement...I should have a comfortable job getting closer to a career but oh no...it sucks.
White boys seem to have a thing for me...maybe I'll marry one...a rich one. SO I can put this job thing to rest.
-And no I am not voting today. Why? because it's a huge pain in the ass and it makes no sense since I don't know who is running and what their views are...there is no point in voting if you are not following what is going on...it's just a waste.
-I hate being treated like a child at work. It's nice not being watched at the job 24/7. It would be nice to have some freedom or given some creative control but oh no...not standing behind a register...the only thing keeping my self-esteem afloat is knowing I am totally over-paid as a cashier hahahaha..bitchez.