Oct 03, 2006 11:26
-Work has slowly but surely become a huge herpe on my genital. I keep thinking oh maybe it'll get better...maybe it'll go away but oh no there it is...still stressing me out. I WANT OUT! I'm miserable there and I used to love I guess before I knew EXACTLY what I wanted to do with my life and now i know and now I feel trapped. I sent my resume out to this temp agency and told them exactly what I wanted to do so maybe that will give me good news. I can offer more to society then standing behind a register and selling magazines and service plans...and having customers laugh at me or wonder why I am selling magazines.
-I hate when people question my feelings and insecure people are driving me nuts. But I can totally understand why one would be insecure. One thinks that all the events that happened in the past are behind them only to realize that they have resurfaced to cause more trouble.
-It seems like I'll have an issue about something for like a year and have it totally ruin my life then when the pieces of my life are finally glued back together there is always something else that comes up to make life harder. Murphy is a bitch. What can go wrong will go wrong I suppose.
-One more month until my health insurance finally kicks the FUCK IN! Have to be full-time for 3 months for the health insurance to kick in. With my luck I'll get in some terrible accident before it kicks in heh.