I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Well it's been a while since I've last written because my life has been one big craze fest but I'll try to update this past week to the best of my knowledge.
Graduation-It was all right I guess...not as boring as I thought it would be. Got to see the deaf girl from seinfeld do the speech heh. AFterwards I got hounded by family to take stupid pictures which I HATE! It didn't rain so I was pretty happy with that. I got to sit next to nick and basically talk to him the whole time we were there ha. SO after graduation at about 3 o clock I started my post grad drink fest by going to our place....the brewhouse. Good stuff pretty fun. Then I had to go to new haven to drink with barbara and nick...the grads. So I get to ansonia at their apartment at about 10 o clock and first thing I do is pass out and sleep for 20 minutes because I started drinking since 3 p.m and I was up since like 7 a.m...
So we go to the bars in new haven it was a good time as usual and I got home ridiculously late and had to wake up ridiculously early for work the next morning. Driving back was so deadly because the fog was just soo ridiculous and I was on the dark ass merrit...it was just baaaad.
Saturday was pretty much the same deal...went to MIlford this time with the fellow grads to OUR bar gippers. Ha it was so hilarious. There was this dude that took his shirt off in a drunken stupor and started dancing and it was mad nasty and funny. Stupid whities. And I also got to play this interactive game on the tv at the bar that I never noticed they had! Ha and I kicked ass at the trivia niggers.
Sunday-Got off of work later than I was suppose to since people called out and I finally thought it would be a nice relaxing day and perhaps I'd get a nap in...nope. Sharen calls me up and is like 'hmm let's go to the rattlesnake' and I get home 5 minutes after I agreed to do this and then she calls my phone and says 'I'M OUTSIDE.' I barely had time to change and sit down for even a second...crazy girl. But that was a good time as well and hopefully she can get a job there bartending so I will never have to fight for a bartenders attention hahaha!
Monday-Saw X-men 3 and nooo I won't say anything about the movie bontch. But it was reaaally reaaaally good and don't leave the theatre till the credits are done...that's all I'm going to say. Eh I'll elaborate more on the movie once I know that certain people have seen it.
And sometime during the past week I found out that best buy is having their bowling night june 11th...which happens to be my 22nd birthday >=) After all that trying to get a bowling night together it finally happens mmmm...I plan on taking shots with EVERYONE and I already got one manager will to do it...ha no names...don't want him fired he rules.
Also played some "volleyball" which just turned out to be me drinking and sitting in my car and blasted the song "More than a Feeling" for a good 8 hrs. I've been obsessing over taco bell lately. Been ruining lives (including my own) throughout this past week. I just want everyone to be happy...including myself...and I know there will be a time when this fucking cloud will be lifted and I can smile all the time instead of just part of the time and you will too...it's just going to take a while to learn to live...without you.
So I'm trying to live everyday like it's my lsst....because it very well might be...trying to enjoy life...trying.
Graduation-It was all right I guess...not as boring as I thought it would be. Got to see the deaf girl from seinfeld do the speech heh. AFterwards I got hounded by family to take stupid pictures which I HATE! It didn't rain so I was pretty happy with that. I got to sit next to nick and basically talk to him the whole time we were there ha. SO after graduation at about 3 o clock I started my post grad drink fest by going to our place....the brewhouse. Good stuff pretty fun. Then I had to go to new haven to drink with barbara and nick...the grads. So I get to ansonia at their apartment at about 10 o clock and first thing I do is pass out and sleep for 20 minutes because I started drinking since 3 p.m and I was up since like 7 a.m...
So we go to the bars in new haven it was a good time as usual and I got home ridiculously late and had to wake up ridiculously early for work the next morning. Driving back was so deadly because the fog was just soo ridiculous and I was on the dark ass merrit...it was just baaaad.
Saturday was pretty much the same deal...went to MIlford this time with the fellow grads to OUR bar gippers. Ha it was so hilarious. There was this dude that took his shirt off in a drunken stupor and started dancing and it was mad nasty and funny. Stupid whities. And I also got to play this interactive game on the tv at the bar that I never noticed they had! Ha and I kicked ass at the trivia niggers.
Sunday-Got off of work later than I was suppose to since people called out and I finally thought it would be a nice relaxing day and perhaps I'd get a nap in...nope. Sharen calls me up and is like 'hmm let's go to the rattlesnake' and I get home 5 minutes after I agreed to do this and then she calls my phone and says 'I'M OUTSIDE.' I barely had time to change and sit down for even a second...crazy girl. But that was a good time as well and hopefully she can get a job there bartending so I will never have to fight for a bartenders attention hahaha!
Monday-Saw X-men 3 and nooo I won't say anything about the movie bontch. But it was reaaally reaaaally good and don't leave the theatre till the credits are done...that's all I'm going to say. Eh I'll elaborate more on the movie once I know that certain people have seen it.
And sometime during the past week I found out that best buy is having their bowling night june 11th...which happens to be my 22nd birthday >=) After all that trying to get a bowling night together it finally happens mmmm...I plan on taking shots with EVERYONE and I already got one manager will to do it...ha no names...don't want him fired he rules.
Also played some "volleyball" which just turned out to be me drinking and sitting in my car and blasted the song "More than a Feeling" for a good 8 hrs. I've been obsessing over taco bell lately. Been ruining lives (including my own) throughout this past week. I just want everyone to be happy...including myself...and I know there will be a time when this fucking cloud will be lifted and I can smile all the time instead of just part of the time and you will too...it's just going to take a while to learn to live...without you.
So I'm trying to live everyday like it's my lsst....because it very well might be...trying to enjoy life...trying.