May 17, 2006 16:14
-Bought my cap and gown.
-Bought an overpriced southern shirt as a soveneuir(going to college obviously hasn't helped my spelling)
-Everything is changing...and it's started to set in. I would like for once to think that change can be a good thing...it can be the best. And that's all I ever wanted to do. What's best for me...what's best for the people I care about...yeah. Tired of being miserable and I know you were to. I like to laugh...I like to be happy...and that's what I am going to be.
-I turn 21 in a few weeks for the 2nd time...I hope to god I don't become one of those people that forget their own birthday because like last week some dude asked me how old I was and I told him I was turning 22 in a couple months...even though I am turning 22 in a few weeks...weird.
-1 more final to go. Little tiny annoying work to do no big deal by any means...I am ready though...I'm ready to be done with college and start my new life...I'll open up to it...I'll look forward to it. Saying goodbye is never fun nor easy but damn can't do it anymore. I'm ready to take on the world...will I succeed...or won't I? I don't fucking know but I know I am going to try to enjoy every single minute of my life...because I don't want to go through life being miserable...I love life...I wouldn't trade it for anything...and I'm getting my life back and it will be fabulous this time. Instead of being a beautiful disaster maybe...It can just be beautiful.
The more I think...the more maybe a party would be a good idea...family in the early afternoon...friends at night...hmmm... >=)