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its been a really long time,
i just moved into my apartment in san diego yesterday and today we have just been putting things together and runnin around in this heat! there is no ac, so we rely on fans to do the dirty work for us... cold airrrrrrrrr. but they serve dual purposes ;) cover up the noisey neighbors at 2 am. the first night here was a long one, i was really tired and laid in bed hoping to fall asleep while the boys upstairs stomped around. we could fully hear their lovely bass systems too... ugh. hopefully its just crazy bc school hasnt started yet. but what do i expect.. i am a grandma and like it quiet ;)
today i think i am just really tired thus i am in a really weird mood. i said bye to my family and now its just us girls from here on out. and i wont be going home until thanksgiving. i just have so many things on my mind right now. some i want to talk about and some i dont. secrets. i know this place, its school.. but i just dont feel settled in yet or like i know whats going on. so many new people again and new surroundings, its just unstable feeling. and if i could register for classes and find a job i think i'd be a little less stressed out. i think i am ready to work. i want to make money and save it. i just feel horrible about myself when my bank accnt is really low bc i just wonder what i am doing in all this spare time rather than not having a job. wasting.
im so tired.
until next time...
i just moved into my apartment in san diego yesterday and today we have just been putting things together and runnin around in this heat! there is no ac, so we rely on fans to do the dirty work for us... cold airrrrrrrrr. but they serve dual purposes ;) cover up the noisey neighbors at 2 am. the first night here was a long one, i was really tired and laid in bed hoping to fall asleep while the boys upstairs stomped around. we could fully hear their lovely bass systems too... ugh. hopefully its just crazy bc school hasnt started yet. but what do i expect.. i am a grandma and like it quiet ;)
today i think i am just really tired thus i am in a really weird mood. i said bye to my family and now its just us girls from here on out. and i wont be going home until thanksgiving. i just have so many things on my mind right now. some i want to talk about and some i dont. secrets. i know this place, its school.. but i just dont feel settled in yet or like i know whats going on. so many new people again and new surroundings, its just unstable feeling. and if i could register for classes and find a job i think i'd be a little less stressed out. i think i am ready to work. i want to make money and save it. i just feel horrible about myself when my bank accnt is really low bc i just wonder what i am doing in all this spare time rather than not having a job. wasting.
im so tired.
until next time...