Sep 03, 2004 22:01
i feel real bad.im thinking of all the mistakes i made last year at school.i lost alot of friends due to my drug usage.i made alot of stupid decsions.i wish i could go back to last year,in the winter.and just started from there.i act like the reason i have no friends now is becuz of someone else.i think i may have said alot of things and or done alot of things to people last year and didnt even know it.and so close to failing school last year too.if i hadnt been depressed and fucked up everyday i think everything last year would have been great.i miss soo much of it all.well what i remmeber anyway.
oh yah and its this stupid nirvana cd thats making me realize all this.
that is all.