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i don't think any picture has ever defined any person so perfectly
the underlying sentiment of this entire year has been "i don't know"
and maybe sometimes it will seem like i know something, but that thinking that i know, even if it can and will be falsified, is probably as close to knowing as i will ever get
i guess this probably sounds ridiculously cryptic
and i have been deluding myself into thinking that even after all you seniors are gone, new and exciting characters will drift into my life. But I realized during STAR testing when the welding table was either vacant or populated by miniature-skateboarders and smug assholes, that the only people coming in are freshman. And I guess there is some new and exciting character potential there, but I have this ominous, much stronger feeling that I will be in a stalemate for the next two years until college.
the underlying sentiment of this entire year has been "i don't know"
and maybe sometimes it will seem like i know something, but that thinking that i know, even if it can and will be falsified, is probably as close to knowing as i will ever get
i guess this probably sounds ridiculously cryptic
and i have been deluding myself into thinking that even after all you seniors are gone, new and exciting characters will drift into my life. But I realized during STAR testing when the welding table was either vacant or populated by miniature-skateboarders and smug assholes, that the only people coming in are freshman. And I guess there is some new and exciting character potential there, but I have this ominous, much stronger feeling that I will be in a stalemate for the next two years until college.