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well i've kinda started talking to alex again. him and i were good friends for a long time.. he wanted to date me when i was dating chris, and when chris and i broke up, he had already gotten a girlfriend. they're still together. but, i miss talking to him. him and i would talk for hours sometimes. he's kinda crazy.. no, really.
not the good kinda crazy.. he would lie a lot, and we ended our friendship because i was talking to some guy online who he knew, and he was scared i'd tell him that him and i were talking and stuff [his girlfriend didnt know..] so, he told his girlfriend i was some crazy girl and i lie a lot.. or something.
heh.
um, last night rachel & rob came over and we hung out in my room cause they wanted to see it. so, we just hung out and talked. i LOVE talking to rachel. i guess because i don't get to do it so damn often and she doesn't judge me for anything i've ever done. we laugh it up and tell sex stories while he boyfriend laughs at the both of us.
we went through a bunch of old pictures i have.
what the fuck is your problem?
seriously.. you're so fucked up.
they went home at about one, and i went to bed. this morning my dad woke me up and asked me to go watch my cousin kims son for a little while, while my aunt brenda was out doing something. so, i woke up at like fucking 830am and went over to their house. i just sat around until she got there, and i went home and slept until 1:30. I was going to call and order a pizza around like 11am because i knew joe was working and my dad wouldnt be home... HA. but i forgot.
oh well. OH! this reminds me! while rachel and rob were here, joe and i sent text messages back and forth for a little while and he asked me what i wanted.. and i told him that i wanted someone to want me and feel like im important to them. then he tells me, 'youre important to me.. i just dont feel right tell you that, i feel like you wouldnt give a shit and your friends would hate it."
ya know.. fuck my friends.. if they actually would have a problem with that, then they were never really my friend any fucking ways. even if i didnt like a guy or girl, but they made my friend happy.. then i'd support them all the way, unless they were some terrible person or were mean to them..
he invited me to come over, but i promised my dad that i would stay home since i stayed out all night the night before at ricky's house.
well, i wanna go on a date with mindy. i'm feindin' for her!! we havent hung out since fucking new years.. seems she has other things going on or whatever. anyway, i wanna buy a few things for my room, go out to dinner and a movie. i miss those times.
maybe i'll call her tonight since i dont have to work until 2pm tomarrow. yeah, i'll do that.
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not the good kinda crazy.. he would lie a lot, and we ended our friendship because i was talking to some guy online who he knew, and he was scared i'd tell him that him and i were talking and stuff [his girlfriend didnt know..] so, he told his girlfriend i was some crazy girl and i lie a lot.. or something.
heh.
um, last night rachel & rob came over and we hung out in my room cause they wanted to see it. so, we just hung out and talked. i LOVE talking to rachel. i guess because i don't get to do it so damn often and she doesn't judge me for anything i've ever done. we laugh it up and tell sex stories while he boyfriend laughs at the both of us.
we went through a bunch of old pictures i have.
what the fuck is your problem?
seriously.. you're so fucked up.
they went home at about one, and i went to bed. this morning my dad woke me up and asked me to go watch my cousin kims son for a little while, while my aunt brenda was out doing something. so, i woke up at like fucking 830am and went over to their house. i just sat around until she got there, and i went home and slept until 1:30. I was going to call and order a pizza around like 11am because i knew joe was working and my dad wouldnt be home... HA. but i forgot.
oh well. OH! this reminds me! while rachel and rob were here, joe and i sent text messages back and forth for a little while and he asked me what i wanted.. and i told him that i wanted someone to want me and feel like im important to them. then he tells me, 'youre important to me.. i just dont feel right tell you that, i feel like you wouldnt give a shit and your friends would hate it."
ya know.. fuck my friends.. if they actually would have a problem with that, then they were never really my friend any fucking ways. even if i didnt like a guy or girl, but they made my friend happy.. then i'd support them all the way, unless they were some terrible person or were mean to them..
he invited me to come over, but i promised my dad that i would stay home since i stayed out all night the night before at ricky's house.
well, i wanna go on a date with mindy. i'm feindin' for her!! we havent hung out since fucking new years.. seems she has other things going on or whatever. anyway, i wanna buy a few things for my room, go out to dinner and a movie. i miss those times.
maybe i'll call her tonight since i dont have to work until 2pm tomarrow. yeah, i'll do that.
<3 Cooter