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so i went to ricky's last night and my mom called around 8am to tell me to come home and wake my dad up because our house phone is cut off and he's not answering the cell... so that sucked, cause i was tired as FUCK.
i came home & slept on the couch, but my fucking mom kept calling me like every hour to try and wake me up.. and it was pissing me off. i went to work at 2:30. i think i'm starting to get the hang of doing everything by myself.. thank god.
i came home, ate, had "the talk" with my mom and i told her i had already made an appointment with dr. doyel on wednesay for my papsmear so i can get back on birth control. i need too...
so, ricky and i had a talk and he wants to stop doing.. what we're doing.. because he's starting to have feelings for me, and thats bad. i had no idea... so, we're just gonna hang out. it was nice while it lasted LMAO... but it still sucks. i wasn't gonna stop it unless something more developed between me and someone else.. because i didn't think ricky would feel that way. i just didn't even let myself feel that way about him because he's sp
joe and i talked through im tonight and that was nice.. i asked him why he was acting so weird to me and he told me he didnt like that i slept with someone else.. but that he didnt know how to handle it because hes not my boyfriend and he cant tell me what to do..
so, i told him im sorry that i didnt know it would upset him. how was i supposed to know that if we're weren't even talking at the time? i told him how i felt about a few things and he did the same.
tomarrow i work at 2:30 and then after work i don't know what i'm going to do. im not staying out late or anything though, because i have to work at 8am on saturday morning. that SUCKS.
i got my check, so i think im going to cash it tomarrow before work and get my paint and concert ticket like i said i would 3979379873 days ago...
i came home & slept on the couch, but my fucking mom kept calling me like every hour to try and wake me up.. and it was pissing me off. i went to work at 2:30. i think i'm starting to get the hang of doing everything by myself.. thank god.
i came home, ate, had "the talk" with my mom and i told her i had already made an appointment with dr. doyel on wednesay for my papsmear so i can get back on birth control. i need too...
so, ricky and i had a talk and he wants to stop doing.. what we're doing.. because he's starting to have feelings for me, and thats bad. i had no idea... so, we're just gonna hang out. it was nice while it lasted LMAO... but it still sucks. i wasn't gonna stop it unless something more developed between me and someone else.. because i didn't think ricky would feel that way. i just didn't even let myself feel that way about him because he's sp
joe and i talked through im tonight and that was nice.. i asked him why he was acting so weird to me and he told me he didnt like that i slept with someone else.. but that he didnt know how to handle it because hes not my boyfriend and he cant tell me what to do..
so, i told him im sorry that i didnt know it would upset him. how was i supposed to know that if we're weren't even talking at the time? i told him how i felt about a few things and he did the same.
tomarrow i work at 2:30 and then after work i don't know what i'm going to do. im not staying out late or anything though, because i have to work at 8am on saturday morning. that SUCKS.
i got my check, so i think im going to cash it tomarrow before work and get my paint and concert ticket like i said i would 3979379873 days ago...