fuck...
i hate life...i know i wont tomorrow...but still...i guess i dont really hate LIFE...i really REALLY hate people...and i will still really REALLY hate people tomorrow..lol..so yeah..I'm tryin to do more modeling stuff, but this one photographer was a prick...and i dont want to work with him, and im not sure how to tell him its off...but i might have a paid assignment...which is good...and there is a fasion show in Jan. i will be in (probably, if any dresses are small enough or can be pinned) for Katrina's bridal Boutique...im not sure if im getting paid for that...I just want a great female photographer who is good to work with...i think i may have found one...but she's based in portland and seattle..i hope i can work with her though...hopefully TFP or paid...just as long as i dont have to pay her...lol..or you know, if there were a GOOD photographer in Wenatchee....fuck i dont know, this all seemed great in the beginning, but not so much now, I've got like atleast 5 companies looking to represent me...and of course you have to do a background check on EVERYONE who will potentially shoot you/represent you...its just hell...especially since im under age...you need parent permition for EVERYTHING..and they dont really know that i want to do this..or even that i like doing it for that matter!...but on a lighter note, I work next week...YAY!!! hopefully it wil be fun....I'm doing this workshop with 5-8 graders at foothills...from 12:15-3:45 and im getting paid 25 dollars a day, and i work 4 days...so thats a good thing, very good thing..100 dollars working 12 hours...works for me...lol....god, im just so flustered right now...Also on a good note (trying to get it off my mind...can ya tell?) Adam and I are doig extremely well..we almost never argue anymore..maybe it was just highschool, and being stressed/with eachother all the time...and plus its HIGHSCHOOL...lol...so im thinking that with both of us at the college next year, things will aslso be a lot better....so yeah, i guess thats about it...nothing too interesting, the usual i suppose...