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I'm pretty much exhausted. I'm starting to get sick, not sure if I should go to the doctor yet or see if it gets any worse... I want a vacation from everything....
Was thinking about how certain smells remind you of certain things, or how pictures can take me back to the exact moment when they were taking. I put some spray in my hair and it reminded me of the day I went to Michelle's birthday party and I had long long hair and I tried so hard to make it look really pretty and I put that smoothing stuff in and hadn't really used it since then, but I remember the smell and going into my room and putting on a checkered headband and then going over there.
I was also looking through old pictures and I remember every single detail about the day that those pictures are taken. I remember putting the dress on, or staying at that hotel, sitting in my room with Paul... Things that you'd never normally think of I could tell you every specific detail about it, and I really love it.
I'm contemplating whether to go to sleep or two go out... one of my friends is back from school and I'm waiting for him to call back, but going to sleep sounds so damn good right now.
-Meg