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It's such a strange thing to think about if I could live my life ideally and how it is now. I am exactly what I hate and try to stay away from in a sense. The person that I count on the most is myself, and yet half the time I don't understand. Some people say "I don't know" because they don't want to say, I say because honestly, and sincerely from the bottom of my heart I do not know .
How many hours of frustrated phone calls could have been prevented had I just "Known". Everyone has their own little thing that makes them difficult. We all have it... I was driving home from the store yesterday thinking about my day...and I was thinking about when I was little the thing that would make me really happy was a day that never ended. It never really mattered what we did as long as it kept going... I know you're thinking about how lazy I am, and how much I sleep... but if I had something to do, I'd just keep going... so I was then thinking maybe I should get a job that way I'll always always have something to do and never have time to sit and think or waste.
Hm... We had a birthday party for my Aunt... Jen and Mike came over...and so did my Aunt Joanne... it was actually very fun, I haven't laughed so hard in a really long time. Later on I went to Jess' house... it was pretty fun, watched Napoleon and Office Space, I've never met someone with so many friends, it's amazing...
Big Plans..... Big Plans.