Nov 01, 2005 20:41
i never update anymore. but i'm not sure who to talk to anymore. i feel so empty lately. i have so much hate in my heart, and i want it to all just disappear. i feel like so many people just don't understand me.. which makes sense, because i sometimes i feel like i don't understand myself. so here's my problems.
1- i work too much.
2- my friends that i do hang out basically almost made me kill myself.
3- i don't get along with anyone
4- all of my guy friends, people seem to think i have a crush on, and that SO NOT THE CASE.
5- i miss so many people in my past.
6- i'm still sick from what happened monday.
so, maybe no one cares, but i feel so down and i just feel like i need to get out, and talk to more people. it's so hard when no one understands me and my friends that i used to be so close with,, i barely know anymore.
anyway someone's been leaving me comments and i'd like to know who it is, so let me know. <33