"Never Be The Same" (new lyrics)

[you_belong]

I was searching for something right in front of me
I was taking my steps and waiting patiently
I was careful not to make any right moves go wrong
but my confidence turned to fear, and I was gone
inside of my head filled with mis-beliefs and doubts
and I couldn't see a light at the end of a tunnel to get out
no, I couldn't see a light at the end of a tunnel to get out

I left myself to die in the middle of the night
I threw up my soul and puked out my insides
and as I laid on the floor wishing for change
I heard foreign language chanting my name
and it'll never be the same
it'll never be the same

for days and days I slept on a concrete bed
up against the wall plotting out which move was next
I was trapped inside of these fearful thoughts of mine
and I let them over power me with acceptance in time
but I hated the fact of who I let myself become
the person I've been and all of the things I've done
I anticipated death with a smile on my face
I was lost and I was never to escape

I left myself to die in the middle of the night
I threw up my soul and puked out my insides
and as I laid on the floor wishing for change
I heard foreign language chanting my name
and it'll never be the same
it'll never be the same

"bury all you know and who you use to be
the persona you hold and the life you lead
sacrifice your loves to pursue ambition
and fool the world with your creations"

I left myself to die in the middle of the night
I threw up my soul and puked out my insides
and as I laid on the floor wishing for change
I heard foreign language chanting my name
and it'll never be the same
it'll never be the same.