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[you_are_unfit]

Allelujah Haptism is expressing inappropriate feelings towards someone who is already involved in a relationship. In this situation, how should I neutralize the target without the use of lethal force? Lockon took my gun.

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[bananas_an]

What do you mean by "expressing"? Has he made advances towards this person?

[you_are_unfit]

The fish exposed his feelings towards this person and Hallelujah Haptism confirmed them. He has yet to make a move, but if he is experiencing them, there is no doubt he will act shortly.

[bananas_an]

That's not necessarily true. You can have feelings for someone and never go further than the having, especially if you know that person is with someone else. He probably wishes he didn't have them. It's an awkward situation for everyone and also painful for him.

I remember seeing the secrets post. I don't believe the person he admires is unreliable or untrustworthy. Correct? Have faith in him.

[you_are_unfit]

What is the point of having them if one does not intend to progress with them? It seems rather pointless, and he could have spared us all of this hassle by refusing to feel such a way in the first place.

No, that person is reliable and trustworthy, more so than anyone I have ever met. It is not him I lack faith in.

[bananas_an]

He might have had those feelings for a long time and only recently realized what they were. We don't choose our feelings; they just happen. And you can't turn them off like a water faucet. You can try to ignore them, but they'll still be there. There's a phrase, "love from afar," meaning you care for someone but will never, ever take it that step further.

Don't you see? That person is the only one in the equation that matters. He'll do the right thing. It's annoying to have someone else sniffing around your boyfriend, but if you don't trust your boyfriend, you could eventually drive him away. ...I'm using the generic "you," here.

Allelujah-san seems like a nice enough person. I don't think he would choose to do something like this. I suspect the reason why Hallelujah showed up is because Allelujah-san basically retreated after the fish spilled the beans.

[you_are_unfit]

I do not fully understand, but it is still unsettling. It is fully possible to train a certain emotion away; why does he not take steps to do so, now that he is aware of what he is feeling?

.. But what if the right thing is not the one I want? I trust him completely, but with someone else showing interest, what if the person he finds the most appealing is not the one I had anticipated?

[shining_akarin]

It... takes a while to get over someone, but in the end, if you really care for that person, all you want is for them to be happy, and it doesn't matter who they're with. But even so, it's kind of natural to hope for a while that things end up in your favor, even if you know it's selfish to do so.

[you_are_unfit]

Who are you, and why are you interrupting our conversation? Your opinion was not asked for.

[shining_akarin]

Well, I just wanted to voice agreement with An, and also hoped to shed some light on what this Allelujah-san might be going through. And you made a public post asking for opinions - you can't go and say that my opinion wasn't asked for.

[you_are_unfit]

Then you should have left an independent comment to my entry instead of in my conversation with Tachibana An. We are not familiar enough that you can just interject so freely.

[shining_akarin]

Well, I'm sorry, I had a response to that specific comment, so I thought it only natural to respond directly to that comment. But if you don't appreciate my offer to help, then I'll refrain from doing so in the future.

[you_are_unfit]

I would appreciate it if you stuck to your word in this matter.

[bananas_an]

I'm not sure that's true. You can learn to suppress a feeling, even drive into your subconscience, but I think it still exists. Maybe he's trying. Love and attraction are two of the strongest emotions there are.

If you love someone, you want more than anything for them to be happy, even if it means it's not with you. It's natural to feel those doubts and fears. Love is scary! And wonderful. And confusing as hell. That's where that trust comes in. You trust your partner to love and care for you even if you can't quite figure out why they do. It's scary to let yourself be so vulnerable...and exhilarating.

[you_are_unfit]

There is a way for everything to be erased, it is just a matter of finding the right method.

I want him to be happy with me, not someone else.

[bananas_an]

Is that similar to the procedure you mentioned before, the one that changes personality?

That's a given. But let me play devil's advocate. What if you realized the only way he could be truly happy was to be with someone other than you?

[you_are_unfit]

No, that was a special circumstance. It was limited to a person who could perform such a technique on someone like me.

I am not sure what I would do. Without Lockon, I have no reason to continue existing.