Oct 17, 2007 22:22
Would it be insane if I said I had a genuine fear of my own death?
Like I feel I am going to die soon?
I know it sounds ridiculous.
I've started to buy items in bulk (i.e. shampoo, chapstick) with the thought in my mind, "Now I'll have a lifetime supply". In the back of my mind there's a voice telling me that I may not live to see this lifetime I've imagined. This fucking vision of impending doom may as well be a foreshadowing in the bad movie I call my life.
I think I may be having a nervous breakdown right about now.
Here's to shutting myself in my room for a couple of weeks.