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no one ever comments me anymore!! it makes me sad... i've been busy w/ mucho lately though... last weekend i spent at Timmy's, which was wonderful... unfortunately, we woke up a tad late on monday morning & both got 2 days of ISS for Trauncy... damnit... it was worth it though, b/c i got to wake up sat. sun. and mon. morning laying next to my love... saturday morning i woke up to Timmy putting his arm around me & nuzzling his head into the back of my neck... it was cute... i love to watch him sleep... he taught me how to play Yu-Gi-O cards over the weekend too... i still have lots to learn, but i learned some... then we played chinese checkers & i won!! yay! lol... i think he let me win though... psht... ohh, well... i still won... sleeping will never be the same until im able to sleep over w/ him again though... i'll always wake up in an empty and cold bed, expecting to feel his arms around me and hear him breathing softly in his sleep... he said that monday night he kept waiting for me to put my arm around him... i love him... simple as that... i've seriously never felt as strongly about anyone else as i do for him... Timmy is my happyness... if i even spelled that right... we're going through some tough times right now, but i know we'll get through them and move one... b/c of the In-Schools i got, i was grounded for 2 weeks... Timmy got 1 week of being grounded... but, on the 1st day of my ISS, he got in trouble for an accident early on in the day... he ended up getting 3 OSS's and another ISS... therefore, i barely see him now until our concert next saturday... im going to try getting my mom to let me sleep over his house that night... hopefully... i've still got my other tooth brush, razor, and a few pairs of clothes over there... all i'd need to bring is my spare hairbrush and that other charger... i could even leave those there too... b/c of the fact we've been w/o eachother, both of us have been a bit snappy lately... my mom says that 'absense makes the heart grow fonder' but me & Timmy think just the opposite... we are eachother's missing half... if we're not around eachother, we feel partly empty... we clarified this last night when i brought it up... he agreed that our quicker temper is b/c we dont have eachother... i feel like the fact that he has those OSS's is partly my fault... if i had set the alarm right & had never gotten those days of In-School, i doubt he would've been playing rough w/ his friend and we wouldn't be grounded or be w/o eachother... how i miss him... what i would give to be with him at this very moment... even if it was just briefly, i'd cherish each moment as if it were my last... i've gotta go now though... gunna type a few more things and then head off to bead... toodles ^.^;