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So Yea he doesnt Like me. Thers not much i can really do about it . I told him everything but he just wants to be good freinds ... Hmm i wonder why? Im just not going to like anyone for the rest of the summer . I feel like i set myself up to get hurt and be disappoited and when u really think things are going to work out it just blows back up in your face . Guys just totally SUCK! Im tired off getting hurt .. i want a bf but not if i hve togo through this all he time .How come i cant just find a nice guy. I feel bad because i feel like i cant trust my freind with all this stuff cause i feel like she likes him . I have had that happen to me b4 where my bestfreind went for the guy i iked and it hurt soo muh. She told me she would never do that to me but thats what my other freind said to and look what happend . I just cant talk to her abou him .. not just yet .. not till im over him or i know she wouldnt ever do that to me . I guess i have some insecurities that i hopes someday i cant overcome.Please commnt i am feeling pretty Shitty right bout now . I need to just foget boutit an move on!